Have you ever wondered “what is wrong with me”?

Mind blowing stuff

 It’s twelve o’clock midnight. I’m trying to sleep but, as you can see, I can’t.

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There are still so many things in life that I want to understand, but I don’t. And that...it kind of blows my mind. And if someone asked me what I am seeking for I would definitely say that I am looking for freedom. I long for freedom as the air I breath. But the thing is... I am not as free as I would want to. Let me explain. 

First, when it comes to freedom you would automatically think about being out of prison. Well, what if I told you that living in my own mind sometimes feels like being a prisoner? I cannot escape even if I tried my hardest. And it’s painful. Sometimes. Usually. Always. Not being able to change even knowing you have the power to. 

But what is this all about? What am I doing right now? Why don’t I go to sleep and forget about this writing blogs thing? 

Because I’ve tried so many things, and now...I just want to find out whether this leads me to a new place, the right place I’m longing for or ...not. I might find it. And it’s not time to give up. 

You, who are reading this, it’s not time for you to give up. It’s time for you to fight and to keep up with your challenges. Time for you to face it and to win. There’s a valuable lesson to learn after the cruel 2020 we’ve lived: life goes on, whether you are prepared or not, and if you are not, then at some point of your life you will have to, because life itself will raze with everything’s on your way, even with you. 

With love,

V. 🌼